Happy Girl

I'm not sure exactly how I got here. Where is here? Here is a place of complete uncertainty, instability, loneliness, and pain. There are very few moments during the day that my chest/heart/spirit doesn't ache. All I can do is cling to God's faithfulness, really. He is faithful and I know that, deep down. I know He ALWAYS pulls through and I'm going to be okay.

I'm also really sorry for anyone that has been the object of my irrationality lately. I can't be held accountable for anything I say or do the past few days, and probably for the next week or two. I'm completely emotionally unstable right now, so forgive me please! I just feel like at any moment something could happen, that to any other person would be completely trivial, but would cause me to cry. I don't really know what to do anymore.

Yes I do. I'm such a dork. I know what to do. It's just doing it that I'm having a problem with.

Oh yeah, and I'm getting good at making a complete fool out of myself. No more talking for me.